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Raya

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 02:01:20 GMT

dearest all...

I know this is awfully late but tonnes are still in the mood... so...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

with love,
madeline

Bleargh....

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:43:03 GMT

Dear Diary,

crok... crok... goes my tummy. It's been a week since the Malays started to fast. And this happens every year. During fasting month I get more hungry than on usual days. But when it comes to eating time for me... I have no appetite. None at all.

I'll sit down with my food in front of me... play with it for a while and that's it. I don't eat. If I force I'll puke. If I don't my gastric gets worst. sheesh!

I have not been updating as frequent as I use to. It's not that I have nothing to say. It's just that everything is great!!

Work wise... it's alright. No more hectic stress or anything. Just targets to meet and some minor deadlines. Bosses are great people. Superiors are hillarious people. Colleagues are fantastic bunch!

Family wise... mommy has tone down so much more of her nagging ever since I moved out. I'm also thinking of moving back in... reason being... I miss daddy. Sis has been more understanding. Daddy is the same ole manja with me.

Friends wise... well... they are great too!!! About a week ago Julienne posted some of our old pictures from our final year back in those days... and I swear... I TEARED!!!! I miss them all so much. I've seen lynn on and off. She moved to her new place... just a few minutes walk from bubu's place. Her room looks great. It's so her. I miss people like Sheryl, Nabila, Ai Rene, Jo, Susan... and the list goes on.

How could I leave out BuBu? Things with him has been wonderful. I don't blog much about him so that doesn't mean it's bad! We have never been happier. Other than that... I'm not gonna blog. It stays in my mind. theeheehee!!! *wink*wink*

Anyway... I got to run... going back to work. See you soon!

Love,
-m-

p.s. No I didn't forget....
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABZY!!!!!!
Miss you heaps babe!!!

Mika oh Mika

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:58:53 GMT

Mika is a genius. I love his songs!!!! *heart* *heart* *heart*

Everyone should hear it! It makes you feel bouncy and frisky and happy and... and... and... cheerful! Listening to Mika on a bluey monday is great!!!

Honestly... after listening to him this morning... I was actually really into work! It make me wanna work!!! sigh... I foresee that Mika is gonna tire me out by the end of the day! ok... no more full speed. Running low on fuel.

Toodles!

Quote Mika "Everybody's gonna love today, love today, love todaaaayyyyy!!!!"

HPC Track Day

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 01:50:06 GMT

I promised 3R1C donkeys years ago pictures of my BuBu's car. But until today... nothing. Then in my last pictureless post, he asked for it again.

So 3R1C... this is for you!!!!

HPC Event in Sepang (July 2007)

Mr. Imm's Car

Some other Random car shots.

That's all I have with me. If I do come across more... I'll post for you for sure.

Toodles!

Cherating

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 06:01:31 GMT

Horribleness!!!

I feel like that! Work is driving me up the wall! Sigh. Tonnes of shit has happen lately but... yes i'm still alive and surviving. I'm a tough cookie and I can do it!

This blog has been pictureless for far too long! Well I'm putting an end to that!

Went to Cherating again last last week with BuBu and Isk-K. I'm starting to be a sucker for beaches. Didn't snap much pictures. But some is better than nothing.

Me and BuBu. Having breakfast at the cafe at cherating cottage.

Maddie at Cafe Muda!

BuBu at Cafe Muda.

Isk-K at Cafe Muda.

Beach bums. We're soaking up the sun!

BuBu and I goofing off. We were at the beach bar.

We also went to Sepang a couple of weeks ago for HPC. I actually drove BuBu's car on track. I wonder what he was thinking of letting me race with his car. After one lap I pulled back to the pits. I was seriously shaking. It was the adranaline. No pictures with me currently. Will try to get my hands on some.

It's back-to-work time for me now. Will try to update again soonest possible.

Toodles!!

pictureless

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 09:35:29 GMT

this blog is seriously lacking of pictures. there's tonnes to update but they are never with me. sigh!

Dreams and Heartbreak (Part 2)... and Hope (FINALLY!!!!)

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 01:40:50 GMT

It's extremely shocking! Am I even ready for marriage at the age of 22?? That's the only thing that has got me thinking. I mean I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with him.

I'm ready to clean his mess
I'm ready to be his personnal chef
I'm ready to be off the market
I'm ready to make him wash my car
I'm ready to be tied down

But what I'm not ready for is... motherhood. I not pregnant or anything.

Let me repeat that...

I'M NOT PREGNANT!!!!

Much better. Anyway, where was I? Oh yeah, I'm super unready to be a mother. Because after a couple of years of marriage, people would start asking you... so when is it your turn to have baby? relatives especially! Parents and Parents in law would ask you... "When can I carry my grandkid?" Our Grandparents would ask us, "Will I even be able to see my great grandkid?", "When can I see my great grand kid?"

You think so easy one ar? You know how hard is it to make a baby??? Well it's easy for some. And besides having a baby takes up all your time. We have to be financialy stable as well. A baby will end up using all my shopping money!! It's easy for relatives to say that they wanna hold our baby. Cause all they ever wanna do is see what your baby turns out like. Then they will cuddel with the fella for just a bit.

Then it's all up to us. Who's gonna feed the baby? Me. Who's gonna clean the baby? Me. Who's gonna wake up middle of the night to stop the baby from crying? Me. I'll be so darn bummed out!! I will no longer be able to have late nights. Cuddle in front of the telly with him. Have dinner on our own. Won't be able to party the night away. I met a great couple with a really cute one year old. I wonder how they do it. Married at 26/27 and still parties and they have a ONE YEAR OLD KID??? I wanna be like that.

WAIT!!!!!

HOLD ON!!!

REWIND!!!!!

Before I get carried away, I think I should explain to everyone what is going on. Its not real. There you have it!!!! IT'S A DREAM!!! I REPEAT....

D-R-E-A-M!!!

Anyway, I had that dream repeatedly for quite a few nights. Was disturbed and I told him. Turns out he says he wants it to happen. He wants that dream to happen!!!! YAYYYY!!! But clearly I'm not the least bit ready for any of this sort of thing. Neither is he. All we wanna do is spend the rest of our lives together. Grow old together. To me, it doesn't matter if I get married today, tomorrow or even in 20 years time. I just want him by my side for the rest of my life. I'm not afraid to make that commitment. I love him with all my heart and that all that matters.

-The End-

Note: Sorry for the delay. I thougth i posted it up already. Must have accidentally clicked saved in private.

FACEBOOK

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:00:50 GMT

I know I didn't have to shout out the title but I just had to. I admit. I'm adicted to facebook. It's so much fun!!! Am seriously addicted to the food fight. $5 for a day to buy food just isn't enough. I have way too many applications on my profile. Hold on... I better stop before i go on and on and on.

so yeah..

I'm addicted. I admit.

I'm and ADDICT!

the end!

p.s.
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There... I sed it.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:14:04 GMT

I'm gonna kill myself. grrrrr!

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